Wednesday, March 16, 2005

I needed a retreat. And I never expected it would come this way...
HE is real, and I really know that. Now, it's up to me to follow His direction
and to draw closer to Him. Yes, no other way; no turning back.

I got so many questions answered, yet I seemed to have gained even more questions from this experience. Who am I? What seems to be wrong with me? What totally freaked me out was people telling me that I had some kinda internal oppression that I never really felt until I realised that prayer and the eucharist became such a chore. And I wouldn't have found out if I'd not said 'Yes' to this experience. Yes, LISS: LIFE IN THE SPIRIT, SERIOUSLY!

I pray for a continual experience in my Life, and for strength to carry on in this path, even when the going gets tough. No more running away but also no more 'keeping it inside'! Time to share my life, and speak up. Time to say 'Yes' when it's appropriate and 'No' when it's necessary! I'm no superman, with no silly red cape..I'm only a man.

But I know I'm a man who needs God.